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Decisionsdecisionsdecisions
Saturday, May 21, 2011 6:26 PM | 0 ♥ comments

the crossroads of life
Ever felt like you were hard pressed to make a life altering choice, whereby the smallest mistake in judgement that you make could potentially ruin you and all that is your future?
Yeah, I know the feeling. Fact is, that's what I'm feeling right now. I feel as if I'm standing at the cross roads of two very important potential paths, both filled with their individual up sides, but also with their downsides. I feel like whichever road i choose to take will pretty much be life altering, and i'm pretty much terrified that I'm going to pick the wrong road, the road that will lead me to a dead end. 
I really don't want to have to regret any of my decisions. I've made too many bad choices in the past, i don't need another one to add to the list, much less one as significant as this. 
You're probably thinking: "oh come now, what is she on about this time. Surely it cannot be as bad as she's making it out to be, the melodramatic fool."
BUT IT IS.
You see my friends, I'm trying to decide which university to go to. 
Yes, all this fuss is about a toss up between two highly appealing universities. Problem?
Seriously though, I think the doors that each university will open up to me are vastly different, and the choice i make within these few days will pretty much play a humongous role in determining the future life that i lead. And I feel just so very conflicted about it all. 
It certainly does not help that I'm getting so many conflicting thoughts and opinions from everywhere. It seems as soon as i make a choice, someone comes and tells me something different that makes me go, "oh, no wait..." and I'm back to square one. If you know me, you'll probably be familiar with the idea that I'm an extremely indecisive person. Can you see how all this has just been aggravated hundredfold by the inputs i'm getting as well as the weight of this decision? 


I suppose I'll come to a decision eventually... hopefully.
maybe i'll just take a gap year and pretend none of this really happened.
Ahh, don't worry I'll be fine. I just needed to vent my frustration at my inability to cast a final decision when i know it has to be done ridiculously soon. 
Please somebody, anybody, please show me the way. 


Till then though,
<3 purpleandorangesheep





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