Ahhh, so my darling's at field camp right now, and i'm so super worried for him. Basically, from what i understand anyway, field camp's this like, torture session where they throw the recruits out in the jungle and make them do things that are really tough and unpleasant and everything. I'm so worried that they're torturing him, or that he's going to fall ill, or not get sufficient hydration or rest or whatever. ahhh! >.< i know i should not be fretting, i mean, he's a strong man, and they have ample training and whatever, but i still cannot help it. i cannot allow anything to happen to my darling. :( and i heard that it is supposed to break you and everything, and i just dont like the thought of anything/anyone breaking my baby. sigh... i'm just trying to stay positive now and think that after this whole ordeal he's just going to come out a stronger and more amazing person, both physically and character-wise... i mean that's been the case ever since he first enlisted... he's really growing so much as a person! And i mean, my motto is supposed to be "whatever does not kill you only makes you stronger" and everything... but i guess i dont have to like it. sigh... cant wait for him to get out again, then i can pamper him. (:
cause when push comes to shove, you taste what youre made of you might bend till you break, cause it's all you can take on your knees, you look up decide you've had enough, you get mad, you get strong, wipe your hands shake it off, then you stand. every time you get up, and get back in the race one more small piece of you starts to fall into place.
haha. i guess this shall be my wish for him. (: yeah, that's it i guess. (:
me 
