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had to be posted
Friday, February 18, 2011 8:35 AM | 0 ♥ comments

HAHAHA. this just had to be posted. :P
justjust... stare at it. :P




i laughed for the LONGEST time.
That is all. (:


<3 purpleandorangesheep.


ForAllofFiveMinutes
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 10:27 AM | 0 ♥ comments

The night was cold, the air completely still, save the occasional gust of icy air emitted by the air conditioning unit upon the wall. The lights were off, the room completely swallowed in an oppressive darkness, the only source of illumination the dim glow of light emanating from the screen of the laptop resting on the bed. An all-encompassing silence hung over the room, broken only by the occasional stifled sniff. No one wanted to enter the room, not with the deep mood of melancholy that weighed upon the area, the dispiriting mood feeling oddly choking to anyone contemplating entry. So she simply sat upon her bed, a lone figure in the most depressing of scenes, clinging tightly to a stuffed bear and staring off into space as tears fell unbidden down her cheek. Her crying was silent. 
Then, out of the darkness, another light was emitted. Lying, previously abandoned, on her bed, a small machine flared to life, buzzing enthusiastically as a light-hearted trill sounded from it. Eyes widening in shock, she scrambled out of a pose that rivaled that of an abandoned marionette, reaching for the device, barely daring to hope. 
On the screen, familiar, beloved words were paraded even as the phone continued to vibrate in earnest. Behind those words, the picture of a face that she missed so much. Tears threatened to spill over once more, and she hastened to wipe them away. She dragged the heel of her palm across her face, attempting to clear up whatever tears that remained, slammed the cover of her laptop shut and, with shaky hands, pressed the "answer" button on the screen. Barely daring to breathe, she raised the phone to her ear.
hello?
There was a short moment of silence, and for a second, she feared that she had been reduced to pathetic hallucinations. Then, she heard the voice that she had been dying to hear, the voice that haunted her dreams, come over the phone. The sweet, sensual, wonderful voice that calmed every nerve in her body. A sharp prickling feeling blossomed behind her eyes, but the tears were not the same as before. No. They no longer were the result of sadness, but rather, of a quiet, breathless joy.
you called. i thought you couldn't call.
As he continued to speak to her, she felt all the sadness melt away, replaced by a glowing warmth in her heart that chased away whatever coldness she felt. Her soldier had called. Against all odds, he had called. Right then, even the distance of land and sea could not separate them.
And for all of five minutes, the world righted itself.


ithurts
Monday, February 14, 2011 8:05 PM | 0 ♥ comments

Gosh, i never thought that it would hurt so much to miss spending valentines day with the one you love so much. This morning when i did the earlier post, i thought i could handle it. i really thought i could. but now, at about 8 in the night, all i can do is lie on my bed in my darkened room and cry quiet tears, feebly hoping that no one in my house will be able to hear me. the fan is not on, and neither is the air conditioning, but it seems all strangely appropriate. like everything is a little dead and lifeless, just like the way i feel,
doesnt help that the fucking army barely gives him any time to call.
gosh, i never thought i'd be reduced to swearing either. 
Even as i type this post, silent tears are just coming, one after the other, and i cant seem to stop them. i just really miss him so crazy much, i do. all those retards who say it gets easier are simply that-- retards. it doesnt. it just sucks more and more, and it's so conflicting, because at the same time, i'm so super proud of my soldier, so proud of him for everything he's enduring and stuff. still... i just want him back. i miss him so much. All i can do is hug that teddy bear my darling got for me for my birthday, gently press its paw, and hear the recorded sound of his voice.
hello rachel, i love you... hello rachel, i love you... hello rachel, i love you...
sometimes, i guess if i close my eyes and imagine hard enough, i can pretend he's here, saying those words to me in person.
But in the end, it's all pretend isnt it. 
screw this.


feeling so bitter, i can practically taste the bile
</3 purpleandorangesheep


HappyValentines
8:57 AM | 0 ♥ comments

Hello all. It's that time of year again, the fourteenth of February. Valentines day. The illustrious day where one showers the object of their affection with love and gifts and chocolate. It's typically a joyous occasion for couples, smiles and kisses everywhere. The sun would be beaming beatifically upon the surroundings, couples hiding in the gentle shade offered by the umbrage of trees. Shades of pink would pepper the visage in the forms of heart-shaped balloons, love cards and flowers. It's a classically romantic image.
For me, however, the occasion is bittersweet. On one hand, it grants me the opportunity of a day to celebrate the love i feel for my darling, it's the first valentine's day that I'm celebrating as a part of something that is so much more wonderful and beautiful than the sum of its parts. On the other, the guy i love is stuck on Pulau Tekong, far too far away from me. I miss him. 
I guess it kind of sucks that we have to spend our first valentine's day together, apart. But that's life is it not? Sometimes it throws you things that you dont quite like. 
Ahh, but gosh. i wish he were here. 
missing you
Not for the first time i wonder again why they have to isolate the recruits on some remote island. Okay, perhaps i do know the reason, but that does not mean that i like it in the least. 
Ohh well. Nothing I can do about the situation anyway. 
Baby, I love you. happy Valentine's Day. You're always on my mind. <3

Still missing you,
<3 Purpleandorangesheep


Courage
Wednesday, February 9, 2011 1:42 PM | 0 ♥ comments

My boyfriend pasted a sticker on a note that he wrote for me before he went into the army. The sticker just had one word: Courage. Without knowing it, seeing as he doesnt watch Glee, he's told me the exact same thing that Blaine did to Kurt when he was all sad and stuff, and somehow, this revelation makes me feel better. Just a little, but better. That's all i have to say. :| 


<3 purpleandorangesheep


imissyou
8:47 AM | 0 ♥ comments

Hello all. I'm back again, after another rather long break. So, hi, how's everyone doing? Fine? Well lucky you.
Me, I'm in a state of melancholy today. Yesterday, i saw my darling boyfriend off at Tekong for the start of his NS training. I'm so proud of him and it's so awesomely cool for him to be joining the army, but at the same time, i find myself missing him so damn much. Like a crazy amount. It's so weird because it's not like its the first time i dont get to speak to him for extended periods of time, i mean, we've both gone on holidays and whatnot, but this time... This time the ache in my heart at knowing that he's so far away from me has been multiplied tenfold. I really, really, really miss him. 
So, today we celebrate eight months of being together. Eight beautiful months, each one filled with its own individual ups and downs, but none of which i would trade for the world. So cheers baby, and here's to many many many more. Love you so much.
My darling and me. (:
So yeah, I'm pretty low right now. But hey, it's all going to be over soon right? haha. and till then, i'll just keep remembering how much i love him, and looking forward to the day when i get to see my baby again... and touch his shaved head. :P 


Love you baby. If i haven't said it before, you're amazing, wonderful, beautiful, amazing, special... and i love you. how could i ever not? love you so, so so damn much. (: take care love, i miss you... we'll be together again soon. (:


Missingyou...
<3 purpleandorangesheep





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